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06.01.2001 Entry: "It never seems to leave"

I finally updated my photo section with some Self Portraits. Some of you I have already shared these with. But for the others, let me know what you think. Today has been kind of a weird day. I woke up and felt really sick so I stayed home from work to recover. I also woke up feeling some really strong emotions. I really don?t know how to explain them but I?ll try, well here I go.

I woke up this morning feeling insecure and I knew it was still here. I?ve tried so hard to forget all of this and move on but it never seems to leave. I just wish I didn’t have to feel the emotions that are between us. This afternoon I sat here waiting, knowing the time was near. As always I could feel the loneliness and pain within your voice. It’s funny how you act like there’s something better out there when we both know the truth. I know its still here I feel it all the time. I guess that’s why I’ve never really given up on things.

Posted by Phil @ 06/03/2001 07:45 AM PST

The past is a hard thing to let go of. Sometimes you can never turely let go, you just have to learn to live with it. It's hard but you must go on with your life.

Friends are perfect for when the past has you down. Knowing your friends care keeps you going.

Posted by Erica @ 06/01/2001 07:32 AM PST