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06.26.2001 Entry: "Where is my great victory?"

Emotions dancing throughout this desolate night.
Searching ever so desperately for the light.
I kiss the ground that lay before me.
Thankful for this chance to be of one again.

Loneliness was once a fear that kept me from growing.
A fear that kept me in mourning.
The war is now over and I am not free.
Till that day there will be no victory.

Screaming voices shout out at me.
These visions have overwhelmed me.
Visions after visions I’ve seen the way.
Now I give myself to thee.

And when the day of truth comes.
Will you fall to your knees?
Asking forgiveness for the lives you betrayed.
Will you fall to your knees and give yourself to thee?

These cold winds blow around me.
Once again I feel this great loneliness.
I did not ask for this to be.
Where is my great victory?

-Oblivion77