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09.07.2001 Entry: "you know who you are"

It’s Friday and I’m so tired, I took yesterday off so I could move into my new place. The place is awesome; it makes me feel like I live in the woods because there are so many pine trees. Yesterday my mom told me that someone called her and said they saw the pictures of my kids that we took last week. My mom wouldn’t tell me who it was but what she did tell me that this person threatened to turn me into the FBI for child pornography. What the fuck is up with that? What type of perverted freak would say that the pictures we took last week were sexual? What pisses me off the most is that my mom won’t tell me who it is. As soon as I do find out who this person is I’m going to confront them.

I talked it over with a couple of people and everyone agreed that this person that thinks this must be a fucked up sick-minded pervert that is into child pornography. The only reason this person would feel this way about my kids is if they were sexually attracted to the pictures. I know as soon as I find out who this person was I am registering a complaint with the local authorities.

As a father my children mean everything to me, I would never do anything to hurt them. The pain I carry deep down inside of me is greater than most would ever know. Over the last year this guilt of feeling like a failure as a father has brought me to my knees almost every night. I blamed myself for the kids not being able to have a regular life. All I wanted is for them to have a life like I had, two loving parents that did everything for their children. I even blamed myself for not being able to keep Chandra from stop cheating on me. But something’s you just cant change, she will always be a cheat and I feel sorry for any of her future boyfriends.

It just really pisses me off that someone would say something like that and not say it two my face. There are just so many fucked up people in this world that need to die and that person is one of them. You fucking pervert; please don’t read my website ever again. Yeah you know who you are, you child molesting pervert. Next time you have something to say, why don’t you say it to my face?

Posted by diana @ 09/10/2001 11:35 AM PST

i can't believe someone said that about you. you are just a proud parent. it's just like grandma's showing off pictures in their wallets. some people have messed up views.

Posted by erica @ 09/10/2001 06:16 AM PST

Brian, it should be easy to figure out who called your Mom. Who has her phone number? I looked at all of the pics of your kids. And all I saw were pictures of 3 cute kids. Mel

Posted by mayasmom @ 09/09/2001 09:34 PM PST