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07.17.2002 Entry: "I used to look up to you"

Please do not tell me these things are true. I cannot believe I used to look up to you. You were one of those people that I used to think; “It would be great to be just like you.” I used to look at you like you were better than me, at a level that I would never be able to reach. Yet within minutes I exceeded your whole existence. Now I see what type of person you really are. Maybe I should just give up on people altogether. At times when I think there is no hope for our kind, I am proven right. I might as well just leave it all behind. Purging these principles with your flames of hate, your uncontrollable fire. Obviously respect is something you do not desire.