Looking back there’s always been more regrets than I counted for. A path that was chosen at a young age. A way of living that has conceived me in the shadows. Forcing me to be greater than I can see. Where is that light I’ve been searching for some how I feel I had it once before. Letting go only to hear its distant cries. So much time has passed by so much time has passed by.

The faint voices that keep me going have been fading. Searching for that place where I was myself. Searching for that place where I am to be. Time will tell if my clouded faith will oversee. Deep down inside I know the truth and I am ashamed of the life I have lived. I know one day I will stand in judgment and will know deep. down inside my faith has prevailed.

oblivion77 @ 12:03 AM PST

Work really sucks when you work with someone you can not stand. Unfortunately I work with one of those types of people. I would be very surprised if this person even has friends. I just can’t stand when people think they know everything and that they are always right. This person thinks they know everything about computers and networking when really all they know is what they have learned here at work. What I really don’t like about this person is how they preach to me about how I should live my life. Everything from religion to what I should be doing with my investments. This right here really shows that this person can’t think for them self and takes in whatever people tell them.

I just can’t stand people that aren’t open-minded. This person is constantly making fun of me, degrading Mexicans in general, and is very raciest. It’s these types of people that believe they are not raciest when really they are. I myself am very open to other cultures and don’t believe that the American way is the only way. I believe you can only find the truth in diversity and that’s one thing this person I work with could never truly understand.

What I really can’t stand is how this person preaches to me about how my married life and family life should be like he is some kind of expert about families. He has only been married for two years and has no kids and hasn’t had to worry about money and things like that normal people have too. This person is just so blind when it comes to life; just the other day he asked me if I wish I didn’t have kids, like having kids was some kind of miserable curse. I love my kids and couldn’t even think about not have them. Well I better get back to work.

oblivion77 @ 11:30 AM PST