To my father I love so very much

oblivion77 @ 11:29 PM PST

Over time my emotions and well being brought me to this place. In despair my hate for mankind overcame me. This world around me that we have created soon to be destroyed by the ones that promised greatness. In a time when days are clothed in darkness, you are better off not knowing the truth. Believing that life is what you make of it, that malevolence does not exist with in the ones around us.

Maybe I’ve just seen too much, living more than most my age. Maybe it’s because I dream of change, though it cannot happen without destruction. Screaming steel crushing down, the roaring cry of flames bringing justice. Purge this land of those that have strayed, smite them with the sword of truth. Sever them from are being, for they are not worthy to live among us.

Days pursue years, meaning nothing, lost in just moments. The way life was meant to be, forgotten by so many. I was once like the natural man, I was once the enemy of my creator. Words of heresy, spoken from my lips, a venom poisoning the mind. I lived by the shadows of those who gave up on me. Hatred filled my soul while darkness came to pass. Unto the darkened skies I spoke of your name in vain. Ever so troubled, searching so desperately for the answers.

Now I know where I belong; now I know who I am. Though I gone through more than enough pain and suffering, I will never regret the trials that I went through. Because of the lessons I’ve learned, the wisdom I gained, and the faith I obtained.

oblivion77 @ 09:34 PM PST