Sexual attraction is something that has always fascinated me, yet has confused me. Naturally I find girls with larger curves more sexually appealing to me. But at the same time I find young girls with no body fat or curves attractive too. I used to say the perfect little dream girl has the body of a 12-year-old boy. If you look a fashion model there really isn’t a difference between the two. For thousands of years being full figured was considered a sign of fertility and being healthy for a woman. My question is, who decided that a 120 pound 5’8” girl with no body fat was the perfect girl. Most people probably don’t know the answer to this but I believe I do.

When I was younger I remember always liking girls, especially older women with big breasts. I can remember back in the second grade with three of my friends measuring our… well you know… to see who was the biggest, while looking at dirty magazines. The magazines came from my friend’s house, where his uncle had a room full; there were probably over 10 thousand magazines in there. The majority of them were from the sixties and seventies. If you have ever seen the playmates from back then you would probably agree with me that they were the perfect women, their body’s resembled that of a today’s glamour models, shorter and full of fatty curves. Their bodies are nothing like what the average so called perfect woman looks like now days. What happened?

I’m not sure if my theory is correct, but I think it’s worth mentioning. I have always had a hard time understanding why I like two body types that are so very different. As I was younger (6 – 14 years old) I very much liked heavier set women. On my wall in my bedroom I had many posters of Marilyn Monroe and even the guess model Anna Nichole Smith (back when she was perfect.) It wasn’t till I became sexually active when I was fourteen that I decided anything over 110 pounds was fat. It probably didn’t help having a girlfriend that was anorexic. I believe this new attraction I had to skinner girls was due to homosexual attraction to woman that had a body shape that resembled a young boys body.

The 60’s was the start of the, “hey its beautiful to be skinny.” Why? I believe this is due to homosexuality in the fashion business. Think about it most fashion designers and photographers are gay. What are gay men attracted to? Not curvy little girls! Most gay men don’t like fat, thin chiseled bodies are what they prefer, a young boy’s body. I’ve been to many gay clubs and have several gay friends; I know what the average gay man likes. I see nothing wrong with homosexuality, but the homosexual influence over the years in the fashion industry is wrong. These people want their woman to look like young boys. I realize now why I have always found unhealthy skinny women attractive and that is due to a homosexual attraction. Men that want women to look this way are really just insecure and are denying a homosexual attraction.

Most straight men would disagree with me on this and that is due to total denial. Men are animals and have a hard time with things like this. Think about how men like sports, football, wrestling, soccer and other sports were physically in shape men battle against each other for the win. Most men are physically attracted to these men playing sports, though you will never get one to tell you the truth. Men are more fascinated with body shape than girls are. Most heterosexual men are ok with women looking like men because they actually find the male body attractive.

When you think about it, pornographic videos are not made for women; I haven’t met one yet that would disagree with me. There is a thing called a money shot in the pornographic industry, most men I know that is there one of their favorite parts. When I tell them they like it because they are attracted to the male organ, and that it is normal to envy the male body having attraction to it, they all deny it. What I am getting at is most heterosexual men find the male body attractive so this doesn’t help the problem.

Another reason a lot of women feel fat is gross and ugly is because it is not a sign of strength. Muscles are proof that you worked hard to earn your body of choice. Large fat breasts or a big curvy butt is not something you have to work for. It’s just something some girls are blessed with. So naturally the thinner women who have no curves are going to work out changing their body to a more acceptable standard set by homosexual fashion industry. Doing this trying to make up for something they don’t have. In the end they feel they are better looking than the natural big breasted curvy girl.

Through out the history of the world big women have always been what society has considered beautiful. I’m not talking about obese women; I’m talking about natural child bearing women. I’m not saying big women are better, or anything like that. I personally like a girl with little pouch on her belly, I also like fat around the waist and on the legs. I personally prefer short girls, that don’t work out. I have found that Mexican girls are the most beautiful to me. I’m not talking about Latino Americans, I’m sorry they don’t cut it. They too have been tainted by American culture. I personally think Mexico produces some of the most beautiful girls in the world. South America does too, but Mexican girls have something special about them. Lucky enough for me I married a real Mexican girl.

My wife once explained to me why female Mexican actors and rock stars are so much hotter than the American ones. That’s because they eat food, real food, they are not constantly on a diet, they have cute little bellies and fuller curves. Just look at Shakira or Paulina Rubio in the eighties and you would see their stomachs aren’t ripped like a man’s. Paulina Rubio unfortunately was ruined with the American way of thinking just recently.

I believe eventually over time we will all look back, if not us maybe our grandkids and laugh at how stupid the women of this time period looked. Last don’t you think Barbie is a better role model than a catwalk fashion models. Barbie at least smiles and doesn’t sulk and smoke.

oblivion77 @ 12:03 AM PST

The Bush administration is evil. It is funny how so many of you voted for this man. So many of you deceived by President Bush. Right now the Bush administration is trying to get rid of overtime pay for eight million workers. Executive, administrative, and professional industries would be affected by this, losing overtime protection. Soon they will be getting rid of all overtime pay laws. Are we going back in time? Does anyone remember 1886?

President Bush doesn’t have any respect for the American People; how could he? In 1886 the Haymarket Massacre in Chicago, 15 people were killed marching for the eight-hour day. Does that not mean anything to any of you? I feel sorry for any of you that are going to vote for Bush again, I wish you were better educated about the terrors of Bush’s right wing. I don’t blame you, your not in control of your life, you let the media make your decisions for you.

Below is a link to an article. I suggest reading it.
Workers tell Bush: ‘Hands off overtime’

oblivion77 @ 11:04 PM PST

I'm looking for answers. It seems to me that United States government is forgetting about the people that make this country so great. The Democrats have worked so hard trying to make affordable medicine and healthcare. It seems like the great victories we have won over the years are crumbling due to the right wing. It frustrates me how so many people believe in the ever-defying lies of our president. This belief that we can all be wealthy, as long as we screw over our fellow man. With the media flooding the minds of our young ones with this selfish rightwing propaganda all we can do is hope they don't fall to the weaknesses of greed and hate. I believe education is our greatest weapon in this battle.

oblivion77 @ 02:19 PM PST