Sunday night Diana and I took the kids over to Jonathan’s studio for a little photo shoot. The kids had a blast dressing up and playing with the different props that Jonathan had. Here is some of my favorite ones. Thanks Jonathan for taking the time to photograph the kids, all they ever seem to talk about is hanging out with you and Sonia.

oblivion77 @ 09:20 AM PST

Man I have to write a stupid paper for my class today. I’m starting to wish I were living at home still. I used to always talk my mom or someone else into writing my papers back in school. Normally I would just tell my mom what to write and she would type it up for me. Back in high school I typed like five words per minute, so it saved me a bunch of time having someone else type it. I took this class thinking there would be no homework or stupid papers, and it would be hands on. I have to write three papers for this class, a one page, three page, and a ten page =( If I wanted to write papers I would have taken an essay class. What does this teacher think this class is a real college class or something?

I’ve always hated reading and writing back in school and I still do. It’s like what is the point of reading when everything you need to know is on TV. My mom is one of those people that like to sit a read a whole book on her day off. All I can say is boring!!! I rather just sit in front of the TV and watch cartoons all day. If I couldn’t watch cartoons then I would be watching one of these channels: Home and Garden, Cooking, History, or a 20/20 type of show. Stone Phillips is the coolest, I think I want to be like him when I get older. Just so you know I don’t have a crush on Barbara Walters anymore, I moved on.

oblivion77 @ 08:09 AM PST

So maybe I’m wrong about boys being better than girls are. I just find that it is easier for me to blame all girls for what Chandra did to me. And for some reason I feel better hating all girls. In some way or another girls have ruined my life. Its weird how I hate them so much yet fall head over hills so easily when one talks to me. Every girl I meet I find things that remind me of the way she treated me. There was a point in my life that I decided to give up totally on girls and live the rest of my life in complete celibacy.

I guess this whole hate/love thing all comes down to my insecurities of not being liked by girls. Growing up I was just that tall goofy kid that clowned around all the time. I’m starting to think since I goofed off so much, maybe that is why girls didn’t like me. I couldn’t ever see myself with a girl that didn’t goof off, so why should I be normal.

I’ve been trying to figure myself out for the past year and have learnt a lot. I know the type of girls I hate the most, the stuck-up, fake-girly ones, with perfect bodies, that think they are better than everyone else are the ones I secretly want the want the most. These types of girls are the ones that intimidate me the most, leading me to always badmouth them. Yet really I am just jealous and pissed off because I could never get a girl as perfect as that. So I find it easier just to hate all girls and label then as lower than me.

So you understand now...right? Well if not, the easiest way to describe the way I feel about girls is how Helga feels about Arnold in the cartoon, Hey Arnold! Anyone who has watched this cartoon knows how Helga treats Arnold; She makes fun of his football shaped head and always tries to embarrass him in front of his classmates and basically treats him like crap. Yet when Helga is all alone all she does is long for her young Arnold. As Helga puts it best, "How I love you...and yet I hate you...and yet I love you...and yet I hate you...and yet I love you."

oblivion77 @ 08:56 AM PST

In a few hours I start me new class in Community College =) I found out that Diana had this teacher for her flash/dreamweaver class. Diana told me this chick is like a total punk, like she thinks she is better than all the students. I can guarantee I know more than this bimbo and have been coding longer than she has. I’ve seen her work and it sucks, like most edu’s. I guess Diana used to work for the lady doing design work for about a month, then the lady fired her because she didn’t like her style. All I can say is that was a year ago and the school website still sucks!

What really bugs me is when a girl thinks she can do things better than a man. When are these girls going to learn guys are better at everything! Well not everything, girls can clean and do dishes better. But hey that’s what they were designed to do. (enter long rant here)

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oblivion77 @ 02:23 PM PST

Two words, Monday mornings, I went to bed last night at 1:00am and had to get up for work at 5:00am, man am I tired! The weekend was pretty cool, a little too fast, but aren’t all weekends? Friday night I was feeling a little down and depressed so Diana and I did what we normally do when I get that way. So we drove down to Mexico and went clubbing at porky’s down in Plaza Fiesta. I love going down there on Friday nights, dancing to the music of the 80’s and paying five dollars for a little glass of soda. When I say music of the 80’s I don’t mean the lame stuff; I mean the classic new wave stuff. Even though the people stare at me all night because I’m the only white boy down on the dance floor, I still have fun.

I feel like all my problems disappear when I’m down in Mexico, I feel at peace down there. I think everyone has a place they like to go to get away, and mine is Mexico. Sometimes I think I would really like to live there, maybe later Diana and I will buy a beach house down there or something. I’ve actually been thinking about quitting my job here at work and going to work down in Tijuana selling chiclets. I bet that with my good English and good looks I would make a fortune down there, out selling all the little girls and boys.

oblivion77 @ 07:05 AM PST

Ok, What is up with Maya Klein not wanting to hang out with me at Comic-Con? What was this girl thinking? She hangs out with Diana’s dorky little brother, over me. Either she is just into really dorky guys that spend all night chatting on the computer or she was intimidated by my stallion-like-looks. Last I knew I thought Maya was my friend. At comic-con I go up to her all excited to see her and say, "HI!!!!" She’s all, in a stuck-up voice, "I’m not talking to you anymore."

Well at least Mayas mom was nice to me. Maya’s mom is the best, if only I could get her to go out with me. Well if not her Mom, then Maya’s older Sister will do.

oblivion77 @ 08:48 AM PST

I’m down at community college yesterday after work filling out my papers to enroll. So I’m filling in my application and I come across a question that says, "area of interest." I think for a second, then scribble down the word, "girls." After waiting for a good 45 min in line I give my application to this somewhat hot girl, probably early 20’s. She starts reading through it and sees where I scribbled down girls. She looks up at me with this I’m-so-much-better-than-you-kind-of-look and rudely says, "What’s your area of interest?" I give a little nod and with a big smile I say, "girls!"

She gives me a fake little laugh and then says, "No really, what are going to study?" Once again I say, "girls!" Then I’m all like, "isn’t that what guys go to Junior College for?" By that time she was like, "Whatever" and just processed my application. So you may ask what the moral of the story is? No matter how lame a guy acts around a girl if you’re good looking you can always get their phone number. I probably wont call her; I just wanted to see if I could get it. You know one of those confidence builder things.

oblivion77 @ 07:06 AM PST

Those losers, they changed the server that my site was hosted on without telling me. I spent about 30 min this morning trying to figure out why I couldn’t post. Finely I realized my local path was changed. 0_o

oblivion77 @ 12:05 PM PST

I might go take a class at one of the Junior Colleges here in San Diego. It sounds like a good place to meet potential friends/girlfriends that might have a same interest in the things that I have. Anyone heard anything about Miva Merchant? I think it only runs on NT/2000 servers, how lame is that!

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CIS 103A E-COMMERCE IIIA - MIVA MERCHANT ONLINE STORE - 3 Units

Building dynamic Web applications for E-Commerce and online stores, at a fraction of the typical development time and expense. Students will use Miva Merchant to build and manage a consumer and e-business catalog storefront with simple point, click and fill in the blanks technology. Learn to use a browser based management tool to control all aspects of the storefront, from product maintenance to category management to order and credit card processing. [CSU]
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I was going to take an advanced HTML class but that was only because the instructor was hot looking. I think I would have a better chance not being one of her students.

oblivion77 @ 11:59 AM PST

At the AREA:ONE Festival some lady came up to Diana and I and took our picture. The lady gave us a card with a URL on it and a username and password. So I checked it out and this is what I got. We sure make a cute couple don’t you think? I think we look pretty good for sitting outside in 110 degrees weather for 4 hours.

It has been such a drag at work today, another hour and I’m off; I can’t wait. Diana and I are going to go look at rings today. We went last night but didn’t see anything that we liked. I want to find a ring that is simple, yet elegant, just like my girl. Most of the rings we looked at were ugly and cheep. I’ve already decided that I’m spending no less than $8,000.00 on a ring. I want my girl to have a ring that makes her feel like the most beautiful thing that I have ever laid my eyes on.

For those that are wondering if we are engaged yet, were not. Were just planning ahead =)

oblivion77 @ 02:20 PM PST

I can’t wait till the new VNV Nation album comes out. Just got done reading some pretty powerful words about the new album’s concept and themes. I would have to say VNV Nation is currently my favorite band. I haven’t like a band this much since The Cure and New Order back in eight-grade.

With a combination between killer beats and thought provoking lyrics you can’t go wrong with this band. If you haven’t checked this band out I really think you should. I’m not sure if my niece Kristin has checked out this band, if she hasn’t she defiantly should. I would also say if you like bands like, New Order, Depeche Mode,Anything Box,Apoptygma Berzerk,you will probably like VNV Nation.

Well here is a list of my favorites. Most of them have really cool remixes so download as many as can =)

oblivion77 @ 02:40 PM PST

Monday mornings are the worst. I"m so tired, so sunburned, and I totally feel sick. Yesterday Diana and I went up to the AREA:ONE concert in San Bernardino at the Glen Helen Blockbuster Pavilion. We saw NewOrder and Moby and a bunch or other bands. It was 108 degrees outside with no shade; I got so sunburned. It was really fun; the only part that sucked was driving home last night and getting a speeding ticket.

This was my first speeding ticket, so I was a little pissed. First of all I don’t really think I should have gotten a ticket, I was only going 120mph in an out of traffic. When the cop asked me how fast I was going I said, "60." I thought it was kind of funny, but I don’t think the cop thought so. The cop was the typical cop, short, mustache, thinking he was cool.

After I got the ticket I was a little upset so I was telling Diana how I hate cops and things like that. But now that I think about it I deserved to get pulled over and get a ticket. Normally I don’t drive that fast, but I wanted to get home and go to bed. Eventually I did get home and got about 5 hours of sleep to start off this wonderful Monday morning.

oblivion77 @ 09:37 AM PST

While I was driving to work this morning I was checking out girls...as I always do. Just ask Maya’s Mom, she will tell you. I check out anything that passes before me, and no it’s not sexual thing like most guys. Most guys are looking at one thing, breasts. But I’m more into checking out hair and makeup, stuff like that. I’m just really curious about people, so I tend to stare.

I saw this girl that looked really sad. I was pulled up at the stoplight, and she was in the car next to me. I looked over at her and she just happened to look at me. Instantly I knew she was one of them. I could see it in her eyes. As far as I can remember I’ve always been attracted to girls like that. There’s something about them that makes me want them. Kind of weird, huh? You probably think I’m talking about the blond and skinny type of girl with the nice size rack wearing a big smile because her life is so great. But no, I’m talking about that sad and lonely type of girl that has no friends. The girl that had a troubled childhood and is still effected by that devastating past.

Back in high school I had point system for these types of girls. They would get points for events that happened in there life. Having a father that beat her or a mother that died was 4 points. Chandra ranked pretty high on the points because her mother and father abandoned her as a child and left her with her grandmother. She got more points for a few other things that happened when growing up, but I made a promise not to tell anyone.

So back to these girls that I always seem to be attracted to. I think most people would consider these types of girls as being mod, punk, or maybe even gothic. Finding girls that I actually find attractive is uncommon. Mainly due to fact that I find the blond girly types with so called nice curves unattractive. The perfect girl would be short (5’2-5’6) dark colored hair, very thin and probably small curves.

The easiest way to describe the perfect girl would be a girl that looks like a little boy. I know that sounds bad, it makes me sound like a pervert or something. Really I just love short hair on girls, not buzzed, just short, like below the ear. I also don’t really like big breasts, more than a handful is a waist. I believe this attraction to short, shorthaired girls is due to my first crush. She was the first girl I ever had a thing for, and had sexual thoughts about.

I was in 8th grade and her name was Christie Wisely. She was so tinny and had the cutest little chipmunk face. She kind of looked like a mouse, now that I think about it, maybe it was her big front teeth; she was way too cute. I have a friend, Jonathan, who has a girlfriend named Sonia that looks just like her. Except Sonia is prettier and has better taste in cloths.

Jonathan is one of the only people I know that reads my little site everyday, besides Erica. He hasn’t posted a comment once, what is up with that? I’m going to see Planet of The Apes with him tonight, I think I might just confront him tonight and maybe even bust him up. Hopefully a good beating will make him post a comment.

oblivion77 @ 04:40 PM PST

The X called again today asking how much money I had in my savings account. Like I’m going to tell her. She wants to barrow a few thousand dollars for breast implants so she can be a stripper. I guess Christian took her down to one of the local strip joints to see if she wanted to be a stripper. Chandra is the type of girl that will do things for money no matter how morally wrong they are. Just last year she had a baby for a couple in Spain and made 30k in 9 months. That’s so wrong, in my opinion.

oblivion77 @ 01:13 PM PST

Man today has been the day from hell in tech-support-land. There are just to many problems and not enough people to fix them. I guess that’s what happens when you cut your tech support staff in half to save money.

I Just got off the phone with my x-wife. Today has also been the day from hell in x-wife-land. Chandra promised she would give me tickets to the New Order concert this Sunday. Now she is saying she doesn’t want to give them to me unless I give her extra money that she doesn’t deserve. This so reminds me how she used to use sex to get what she wanted. I used to have to clean house and do dishes for about a month to have just five minutes of timed sex. If I wasn’t done in five minutes then I had to finish on my own.

Once upon a time I wrote a poem about this subject. I think most people wouldn’t get what I was talking about in the poem with out me telling them what it’s about. Some of you might be saying, "why are you talking about this. That’s not something you discuss with other people." Well here is your answer. I didn’t create this website for anybody but myself. I don’t really care if someone hates it or loves it. This website is my Therapy, my way of letting go of the feelings that are suffocating me deep down inside of me. So if you don’t like it, don’t read it. If you want to leave a comment, be my guest.

oblivion77 @ 07:27 PM PST