Ok after Diana critiquing my last design and making me feel like such a loser I thought I would try again. I like this one a lot more, probably because it is so much simpler. I think what I’m going to do is keep on playing with the design until I find one I like. Then I think about making some stickers or something like that. Well I best get back to work =(

oblivion77 @ 10:42 AM PST

Tonight after work I was feeling a little patriotic so I decided to play around in illustrator. I’ve wanted to design some really cool designs that I could make into stickers. I think this one is pretty cool but probably not good enough to make into stickers. What I really would like to do is design and print about a thousand stickers and sell them. After cost I would donate all profits to one of the of the main US funds.

Personally it sounds like a good idea. A 4x4 inch stickers could sell for 2 dollars, in a large run the stickers would cost about 10 cents each to print. After postage and packing there would be about $1.50 to donate after each sticker.

or

Maybe I wont donate anything and sell the stickers for cost. Like send me two stamps in an addressed stamped envelope and I’ll mail you a sticker. Nah, I like the other way that way I feel like I’m doing something for someone else.

As Far as the text on the graphic I don’t know if I like what it says. I kind of think it should say something cooler, but I cant think of anything cooler.

oblivion77 @ 09:05 PM PST

Last Friday Chandra let Brianna 6 and Chandler 4 walk ¾ of a mile down to 7-eleven. To get there they had to cross a busy four-way intersection. It really upsets me that she lets them do things like that. It would be one thing if they were 8 or 9 but chandler is only 4. I asked Chandra and she was like, “So…there old enough.” It just really bugs me that she does stuff like this, I think any parent in their right mind would think she was a bad parent.

oblivion77 @ 11:12 AM PST

Man it’s finally Friday. I can’t wait to go home and go to bed. This is the third night in a row that I have gotten less than 4 hours of sleep at night. What sucks is the cable guy is coming today between 3:00pm and 5:00pm to hook me up. I miss having the Internet at home. I have been living with out broadband for three months now and I am starting to go crazy with out it. I just wish the cable guy could come on a day that I wasn’t so tired. Well the only thing I look forward to this weekend is spending time with my kids. I bought three dvd’s this week for us to watch together. A nightmare before Christmas, Batman - Mask of the phantasm, and Edward Scissorhands.

Chandra has really pissed me off this week. Chandler hasn’t gone to school at all this week, because my mom has been on vacation and normally she picks Chandler up from preschool. Chandra says it takes too much time to take him there and pick him up. I really wish I had a normal x-wife that didn’t always think about herself and though about her kids for a change. I know later I’ll be married and have a perfect little wife that will be able to stay at home and raise kids. But for now I’m stuck with Chandra and she really is difficult =(

oblivion77 @ 11:01 AM PST

Sometimes I wonder why I have such an attraction to the cowboy life. Maybe its because my grandfather was one of those real cowboy type of guys. I always looked up to him while growing up and wanted to be like him when I grew older. I’m told I look like my grandfather, but then again that’s when I wear my cowboy hat and plaid cowboy shirt. I remember as a kid always wanting to look at my grandfather’s collection of Time Life books on the Wild West. Every time I went to visit him I would get them out and stare in fascination at all the cool pictures.

Every morning as I drive to work at 5:45am I watch the sun rise over the mountains and a part of me feels this emptiness. That’s when I wish I had grown up on the plains raising cattle. Waking up to the morning sun and saddling up my horse for a days work. I know one day I’m going to retire and live this life but for now I’m just going to work hard a save up for this dream of mine.

oblivion77 @ 02:17 PM PST

So I’m eating dinner last night and I get this mysterious phone call from a girl breathing all heavily and then she hangs up. I get these kinds of calls almost everyday because I am attractive you know and girls just like to stalk me. So I sit back down to finish my salad and she calls again, this time she laughing in the back ground thinking what she was doing was funny. By this time I kind of knew who it was, so I’m all, “Maya, is that you?” and she starts laughing more. Maya has a distinctive kind of laugh that sounds kind of like a mix between a chimpanzee and a wart hog, so I knew it was Maya. It made me really happy that Maya called because last I knew we were on bad terms. Ever since that big dispute we had before comic-con Maya has been ignoring me.

Here’s what happened…Maya and I were suppose to run away together and spend the rest of our lives together. The problem with this was that Maya’s older sister wanted me to. It seems as if girls are always fighting over me, I just wish I wasn’t so good looking. Because of this tough decision between two beautiful sisters I decided it would be easier to just hang out with Maya’s Mom at comic con. Plus Maya’s mom is way more hip to the scene and she bakes better chocolate chip cookies.

As you can see now, Maya was devastated that I preferred her mom’s chocolate chip cookies to hers. What Maya doesn’t understand is that with age comes a vast knowledge of cooking and baking. I just hope that one day Maya realizes this and will be able to move on. I know it’s going to be hard for Maya because I am so good looking and good looking guys that wear glasses are hard to find these days.

Oh yeah… I posted my picture on hot or not again.

oblivion77 @ 08:44 AM PST

It’s Friday and I’m so tired, I took yesterday off so I could move into my new place. The place is awesome; it makes me feel like I live in the woods because there are so many pine trees. Yesterday my mom told me that someone called her and said they saw the pictures of my kids that we took last week. My mom wouldn’t tell me who it was but what she did tell me that this person threatened to turn me into the FBI for child pornography. What the fuck is up with that? What type of perverted freak would say that the pictures we took last week were sexual? What pisses me off the most is that my mom won’t tell me who it is. As soon as I do find out who this person is I’m going to confront them.

I talked it over with a couple of people and everyone agreed that this person that thinks this must be a fucked up sick-minded pervert that is into child pornography. The only reason this person would feel this way about my kids is if they were sexually attracted to the pictures. I know as soon as I find out who this person was I am registering a complaint with the local authorities.

As a father my children mean everything to me, I would never do anything to hurt them. The pain I carry deep down inside of me is greater than most would ever know. Over the last year this guilt of feeling like a failure as a father has brought me to my knees almost every night. I blamed myself for the kids not being able to have a regular life. All I wanted is for them to have a life like I had, two loving parents that did everything for their children. I even blamed myself for not being able to keep Chandra from stop cheating on me. But something’s you just cant change, she will always be a cheat and I feel sorry for any of her future boyfriends.

It just really pisses me off that someone would say something like that and not say it two my face. There are just so many fucked up people in this world that need to die and that person is one of them. You fucking pervert; please don’t read my website ever again. Yeah you know who you are, you child molesting pervert. Next time you have something to say, why don’t you say it to my face?

oblivion77 @ 03:25 PM PST